so i said ,

Hiss hiss

2010-02-10T13:40:00.004+08:00

I know everyone, It's been so long since I've blogged about anything. I guess it's because I think no one has been reading my blog so I figured why bother ? Oh well , now I feel like posting something because something INTERESTING happened a few nights ago.

One fine night, dad called the Jabatan Pertahanan Awam for some help.

They figured , what seems to be the problem on that night.

After my maid describing that she accidentally "stepped" on something slithery , turns out it was this little thing. A black cobra. Whaddya know. I think it's kinda cute , noh ?

Here's what they did after that

he makes the hairs on the back of my neck stand up.

2010-01-08T19:03:00.004+08:00

It's been a while since I've blogged. So here's the recent EXCITING thing I did. Went to Ne-Yo's concert at sunway lagoon. Honestly , I'm kinda tired of that place as the concert venue. I mean , I know it's cool and all to have Beachy type concert. But I'm sure there are other places. But surely not stadiums too.

Hariz and me waiting in line since 4:30pm. We only got in at about 7:30 tqverymuch.

Waitingg ... Vaining ...

Ma macho man

Phuture Phlow :) We were just only 4 rows from the front ;D
So after almost 3 hours of waiting. We got in and were entertained with some local act named Najwa. Not bad lah. But she sang like 5 songs -.- The crowd just got tired of her.

Oooooh there he is. Seriously, he's sooo good looking in concert.

Most of the time he kept his hat on.

Eiii, sexy nye

The VIP section were just beside us.

Us enjoying the night. Thanks B for for being there with me :)

Pom pom

2009-12-28T11:45:00.003+08:00

Remember I had this HUGE obsession over Snakes ? Mostly pythons. I guess , that obsession had to be thought of in reality because , well ; I aint never gonna get a snake. Not unless I have my own home and I'll be having my own snake lair. ngehehehe

NEVERTHELESS ! I like this new animal now ...

A POMERANIAN !
(Even though it's something that I totally still can't have , but hey , why not all you non-muslim followers get one ! It's soooo adorable !!!!)

Look at it ! Yesterday I was youtube-ing Pomeranian puppies and OH MY GOSH they're fucking cute ! Gaaaaaaaaaaaah , Veron, If you're reading this , GET ONE ! Then I'll come over your house just to come look at it. And maybe just have teeny-tiny pat on its head. Eiiiii , comel nya ! gaaah

I like Pomeranians now. But I guess the closest thing I can get to a pomeranian is this ,

My dear ol' Neatte. She's a cat. She does look somewhat like a Pomeranian.

I guess I'll have to put up with this one forever. Cute jugak lah kan ?

Avatar and Pocahontas ?

2009-12-18T12:20:00.006+08:00

I watched 2 movies yesterday. I mean , I've got to occupy myself with something right for the holidays before the year 2010 comes along. So, me and the family head down to GSC Signature in Gardens to watch ,

The Princess and the Frog

T'wasn't that bad . Watching Disney movies always made me feel happy again and calm. It's about time Disney came up a new princess. Let alone an African-American princess! (Not really a princess but well , most of the main character's are coloured) Anyway , after watching the movie I realised that well , a thought occured to me that "Since Obama became president , ANYTHING can happen" It's cool to see and African-American full length cartoon. And the song are very soulful. So overall , I give this movie an 8/10

2nd movie was ,

Avatar

Kind of like better looking smurfs. Hahaha. In the beginning my sister told me that this movie was VERY similar to Disney's version of Pocahontas. Anyone remember that movie. So here are the similarities.

Neytiri is like the princess of the tribe somehow and is always considered of her feelings when it comes to what she wants and what she think is best for the Na'vi tribe.

Pocahontas here on the other hand is also the princess of the tribe and her feelings are also considered when it comes to whats best for her tribe aswell.
Aaaaaand , they BOTH have lovers NOT from their tribe and they ALSO have they're "mated partners aswell. Remember ,

Jake Sully which is white AND also not from the tribe.

Also John Smith which is ALSO white and not from the tribe. And how they both actually came here for something else which is the other side's natural resources and how they both in the end falls inlove with theer respective local girlfriends. This just keeps getting better.

I could show you more but I'll just put it in writing. So pocahontas had already had her partner chosen which was Kocoum which is everything a dude should be. Handsome , strong , a warrior and yeah stuff like that.
Naytiri also on the other hand had Tsu'Tey which was also handsome and a warrior of the tribe and was supposed to be with Naytiri in the first place.
But nooooo, the girls were neglegant.

Yeah , so there are more. But figure those out yourself. Till then toodles.

No Boundaries

2009-12-16T00:40:00.002+08:00

So it's almost been a week since my SPM was over and I think if I was somebody else , I guess I wouldn't like my behavior. Let alone if I were in my parent's shoes , I would so very very disagree with it. I don't know about you but , I've been someone who's been kind of a good child all along. I mean ,I didn't always go out at night , came back late , sneak out of the house and you know .. stuff like that. All that has changed.

SPM

2009-12-10T19:22:00.002+08:00

Is finally over for me. Thank god. No more suffering over whats that insurance for and what did this old guy did in 1957. Sheesh. The next thing im anticipating is in march. Which actually is when probably our results will come out . Mhmmmm. Now back to blogging. I dont have much to write now sooo , wait till I really do something interesting :)

Oh oh , the wildesst thing I done was gone out at 4pm and got back home at 1am. Went to kl. And spent the whole day with the boyfriend laaaa. Wheee. Ohkay bahbye now :)

Standing by your window.

2009-11-03T16:28:00.002+08:00

Im bored. But I'm not. Help me. 12 more days. AssPeeEmm. Relationship is in a very sucky state now.

I'm a very unhappy Bunny,
Where's my self destruct button.

A Hard Day's Night

2009-10-25T10:45:00.002+08:00

It's been a hard day's night, and I've been working like a dog
It's been a hard day's night, I should be sleeping like a log
But when I get home to you I find the things that you do
Will make me feel alright

-A Hard Day's Night , The Beatles-

Guten Morgen everybody. Recently I haven't had anything interesting to talk about except for the the fact that SPM is in DAYS away . I mean honestly , how does someone get 21 straight a's ? It sounds impossible but yet , It's possible :|

Oooh oooh and did anyone see Akon last night ? Was it fun ? I've been occupying my self with the latest Rock Band game , The Beatles. And they're really really good. I instantly loved their songs when me and my sister played the game. Even recorded myself singing one of the songs. Hahaha, I will post it up on facebook shortly :)

Soo umm , I guess thats it , Till next time.

ciaocincau!

p/s : I love Hariz Ilham :)

Kaleidoscope

2009-10-15T22:17:00.002+08:00

O.Em.Fa.Gah.
I know it's been so long since I did my last post. Most prob a week ago ? Alot happened during the weekend , and I meant ALOT. Not to mention school results , terrible conflicts with the family and yes ; no boyfriend problems. Huahua -.-
Eghh , what now ? I seriously don't know what to talk about right now because I am blank. Maybe you should just come my blog and click on the adds will yah ?
kthxbai :)

You call it , I call it , They all call it love.

2009-10-07T18:39:00.002+08:00

So obviously by the title you got a glimpse of what finally just happened in my life. After 10 months of being single, (I know that may seem like a while for you professionals but it's not for me. It was quite a challenge being alone so very long.) I'm so relived to have found that special someone again. I tell my self "Sofia , this has got to be your last." everyday. And hopefully, it will be my last. I'm gonna start being all lovey dovey now. So you can leave if you want to miss all the mushy parts.

I've never had someone who's waited for almost a year for me. Waiting for me to be with him. Telling me that he's never felt the same way about me with anyone else before . Telling me I'm his first kiss and everything. I felt so touched.

So jyeahh. I don't feel like going further . But yeah , I'm not attached to a special someone. A significant other. In other words , me got boyfiee :)

I've never felt so secure and sure about anything in mylfe ever. Until he came. Never had a guy who takes my breath away each time I see him or even hear his voice. Yes readers, SOFIA is in lubbb

Iyo tekau.

2009-09-23T08:10:00.006+08:00

So if you have added me on facebook , these are tonnes of photos i've added for the raya season. A sum of 100++ photos that is. oih. BUT if you're one of the few people who've yet to add me , here are my raya pictures. Enjoy :)

I didnt upload them all because theres just too many D:

Sesuci Lebaran

2009-09-19T00:27:00.003+08:00

Sadly it's the end of Ramadhan already. I mean , some people don't actually get to live until 2009's Ramadhan right ? I'm just saying. Obviously after Ramadhan there will be ... Hari Raya Aidilfitri! Jyeah , after a month of not able to eat during the day , my tummy is soo gonna be pampered with lemangs and rendang. OOooh lovely :)

So here it comes ,

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir dan Batin kepada semua umat Islam.
Hope you'll have a joyous raya celebration , and it doesnt nececcarilly have to be about the free food you'll get . Remember the duit raya too ;D

Form 5 history page , 146

2009-09-12T00:22:00.005+08:00

After all the things we helped you Indonesia, how could you. How could you bring up the Ganyang Malaysia again in to our lives. After all the money we've spent on giving your people pay for their jobs. Not to mention Hari Raya coming up. Let's hope you don't revolve into stealing our precious belongings and end up shooting a few of us :s

In 1963 , 46 years ago. After the proclamation of Malaysia (after Merdeka/Independance day that is) , I guess the Indons got pretty jealous that we got our independance day too and probably did'nt want to see us doing that at all. But come on, you guys got yours on the 17th of August 1945 ! like effing earlier than us okay. Also on the same month. August. Cant we have our own country too ? With like ... cool cultures and our own currencies ? Not too mention protections from the Brits too :D

(But we're terribly sorry for the abused maids we've left you :s , I mean I guess if we Malaysians wouldnt have been so lazy so much , we wouldnt even consider your hard labor there.)

Instead of Ganyang Malaysia , cant you start the idea of bringing up Melayu Raya or Indonesia Raya again ? Should be interesting. Right ? (Also refer to your textbook page 59 )

Maybe its just me but , I really have nothing much to talk about right now. Nothing interesting has been happening so far. Anyhoo , to refer more about Ganyang Malaysia , refer to your your form 5 text book :)
I guess ive found a way to memorize stuff now....
Make it an issue in my blog -.-

All hail the glorious form 5 text book and with the help of the awesomeness off .....

This could be the first time Ustaz Azka has been mentioned into a blog I guess. With a picture to go with it too. Some even have said that learning with him , you could get an instant A1 ? I dunno. I have gotten to there yet, but hopefully i will.

I guess thats it.

p/s : Im dealing with trials now , wish me luck ! :)

Salam Satu Malaysia

2009-09-04T20:36:00.002+08:00

It's been so long since ive posted anything here. Heh , amybe it's what they call "Writer's block"? I got that from veron. Maybe ill write something meaningful soon. Like .. when I get a boyfriend or something. HEH. Bye guys. Im sick bytheway :( And im deprived of my terawikh nights ):::

Advert.

2009-08-23T00:44:00.003+08:00

Nuffnang ; literally a website that lets Bloggers sign up and make instant money (terms & conditions apply)

So recently I logged onto my Nuffnang account after so many days that I havent lately , and I found out that ; (yes, oh yeah) I've just had a tiny income out of it. I know its not much , but hey ; it's something right ? Right?
When I checked my accounts I was like

"Walaweii , seriously works lah bimbo Sofia !"

So yeah , bottom line is , go make your blog a major HIT and kaboosh. Cha-ching big baybeh ;D

In other news , Happy Fasting month is here so muslims , remember ;
1) Please don't overeat when you break-fast. You'll regret it later
2) Also don't eat to much when you have your sahur in the morning.
3) For you people wanting to loose even MORE weight during the fasting season , go jogging 20 mins before you break your fast (I think it'll work ?)

Or you could just choose to be the pig and eat puas-puas ;)

I'll choose to pig out :)

In other words ; Happy Resisting ;]

Just because

2009-08-16T16:40:00.005+08:00

All in all , it was good healthy rock fun :)

Razed

2009-08-14T21:28:00.002+08:00

I thought I wanted to share something with you guys today. A friend of mine ( Raz Azrai ) asked me to watch a video of his drummer on youtube.

And it's very cool. Me like. Me hope you like too :)

I think he's form ... 2 ? Or 3 ?

Drop out.

2009-08-13T13:13:00.002+08:00

Wondering about the post title ? Well , I certainly DID not drop out of school. The reason why that's my title is because some of my friends have been wondering whether I've dropped out of school or not. I mean , no of course . I just don't go to school a lot nowadays :)

Why ? I don't know actually. Sometimes it's because of the late hours I've slept at night and thus , oversleeping the day after. But I guess there are times where I tend to become oh-so-darn LAZY :D

So ANYWAYEH , there really is'nt much to update about. Except that The annual prefect dinner just passed on Saturday and it was excellent :) And I've been having quality time with mommy dearest ;D And not to forget my birthday just passed like a week ago. Mhmm. Yeah . Nothing much.

ps: My mom's not letting me stay a night at sunway hotel. darn it . must beg HARDER

MTV World Stage Live In Malaysia

2009-08-07T18:30:00.013+08:00

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway,
Watch it burn,Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

The Great Escape - Boys Like Girls

Those are the words that people attending the MTV World Stage Live in Malaysia will hear and scream out loud with. Malaysia's most anticipated event EVER will be arriving here , Live; in Malaysia for god's sake. Sunway Lagoon to be exact.
Everyone who's anybody is talking about it , Fly Fm is sure making a stir at it , and MTV sure is giving us the goosebumps on how damn good it shall be later on on the 15th Of August , 2009.
Sure enough , a total of maybe 5000++ people have may already gotten their passes to go to the event. Among those number of people, I have already gotten them too. Yeay :)

I really really can't wait for this. Although I've gotten my passes already but , I really need one more. Thats when BRYANLYT(click the link for more details) came along and caught my eye !
Bryan , I really need one more pass for the MTV World Stage so that I could enjoy it with the two most precious people in my life ,

My cousin (left, and she has her ticket already.) and my sister (right, she's the one I'm doing this for) That's me in the middle though Bryan.

My sister left me alone in my house 2 years ago to go further her studies in International Islamic University. And so I really don't see her alot since she's gone. She stays at her hostel there. And we'd only get in touch with phone calls and msn. So then I found out that she'll be coming down back to Selangor on the 13th of August , and the concert will just be 2 days away. I thought to myself , that maybe I could surprise her with a ticket to go see her fave band Boys Like Girls perform.

Oh it would be the most awesome-est night ever if I could party with my sister and my cousin along on that night. I know how much she loves to see Boys Like Girls perform . Lagi-lagi infront of her eyes !
This would mean so much to me if you could spare just one more ticket for me ? I've seriously done a lot to try and win tickets (radio contests , online , etc ) for the concert but I dont' seem to have any luck on winning them at all.
I'm thankfull to already have two , but I just need one more Bryan. Pretty Please. You'd make the three of use so very very happy.
So Bryan , You'll be loved by the three of us (me mostly) If you could pick me, and maybe ask your friends to vote for my blog as the winner aswell.

Oooh oooh , and thanks Bryan for taking the time of your day to reading my blog post about this. ^_^ *fingers are crossed!*

Cry if I want to.

2009-08-06T23:06:00.008+08:00

It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
Cry if I want to, cry if I want to
You would cry too if it happened to you

Lesley Gore

"It's My Party"

Yes, I'm finally 17 . And I havent tasted the sugar yet , so I would know if it's been sweet or not :)
On the 6th of August , approx 8:42am Zainariah Johari gave birth to Sofia Binti Ahmad Shahir. Yes , 1992. 17 years ago.

First and foremost , to ALL my friends and families who've wished me through Phone calls / Facebook / Texts , I thanks you oh so so much :D

My inbox wouldnt be filled as this if it werent for you guys :)
OOOH , and not to forget the "SURPRISE" birthday bash You* threw for me.

(Anirah , Amalyna , Nelly , Shafiqah , Alif , Helmi , Naqib , Hariz and Aryni)

Eventhough CLEARLY , I knew it all along. But it's still so very sweet of you guys to have planned it for me :)
It was shooo shweeet ;D
So enough of all the chit chat , here are pictures for your pleasure :)

Use Somebody

2009-07-28T17:38:00.003+08:00

Jello people . It's been so long since i've had a very sincere post for you . First of all , my dearest apologies. This is due to my lack of having things to talk about when blogging. So what's been happening ? Nothing much actually. Just simple outings to the mall. Oh , I bought my first ever designer shoe. Does Charles & Keith consider designer ? Ngeh , what else ; I got my self a new iPod Touch which is totally my muse for the time being :) Err , I've been studying ? I ehh , I dunno. There really is nothing much to say now. Ill update later. Chow :)

imlikereallyboredokay

2009-07-12T02:35:00.003+08:00

be entertained now will ya. these are just random pictures i took off my lappie. enjoy.
f.y.i , its 2:45 in the morning and i should be in wonderland now :o

2009-07-10T21:23:00.002+08:00

Hello so here's another boring post. Nothing much has happened. The highlight of the whole 2 weeks was probably Seafield's carnival. Which was fun. Until I had to leave my friends :/ ( Don't worry guys, we shall hang out soon someday. I hope ) I didn't really take much photos during that day because I was busy chilling :D
I think my blog has become even boring-er by the week. I've been running out of things to say. Maybe I should abandon it until SPM ends ? Then maybe more events will happen by then ? Yes no um a ? Nigh. I think this is about it. Ooh, I think I might get a new phone. Which one should I get eh ? Suggestions people. I need em'. Quick quick. (I'm so bored -.-) Till then !

Oh and isn't this adorable ? :)

Got it from Michael's movie called - Moonwalker.

He's really something special lah wei.

I really believe he did nothing bad through out his whole life but dedicated his life to loving the world and children and devoting his life to help make the world a better place. We've suffered such a great loss through out the past weeks. And believe it or not , I'm still not over the fact that he's gone :(

But he left some damn good music for our ears to hear :)

But the kid is not my son.

2009-06-26T16:02:00.003+08:00

August 29, 1958 - June 25, 2009

Most probably the only man who had the audacity to walk these streets wearing gloves with rhinestones and white socks with black shoes. And also someone who actually moon walked without ACTUALY going to the moon. Yes I know we all had our days when we talked bad about him . (Being the Pedophile and Molest cases). But admit it, he is truly a legend in the music world and we all love his music and it'll never die in our hearts. I guess , God loves him more than we do :)

All along in the moonlight

2009-06-25T21:25:00.001+08:00

I miss more days like this :'(

Pokes and Comments.

2009-06-16T19:16:00.004+08:00

So everyday (from now on I suppose) I get home after a tired day at school and bathe and change to my oh-so-comfy clothes for the day and turn on my laptop and yes ; you've guessed it. Log on to Facebook and Myspace. Oh , not to forget Messenger of course :)
As usual we who have these accounts would always hurry to check our notifications and see weather we have comments or not on our page to approve. I mean , the anxiety will just kill you ? Even though it's just a social networking page.

So we end up making friends and get to know people from around/everywhere better. Okay I know , Whats my point ? You guys know all this already. But , does being VERY and utterly close to our Friend online means we could/would Also get along once we've met in real life. Or to say it ; face-to-face. Sure we buy/sell each other online and comment their pictures and talk to them frequently online. But, even though that ; why is it that Sometimes when we meet , we sort of have a loss for words for each other. It's like we've said everything to our friend online and when we meet them , it's like meeting a new friend ?

Oh , and (I don't know about you but,) I realise that it's KIND OF awkward to bring out the topics we talk online and talk to them in real life. (I'm referring to the people we meet everyday. Schoolmates,neighbours,co-workers etc.) I mean, imagine if you talked about something online and you just had to go offline and thought that "Hey , maybe I could continue the conversation at school/work later on." And yet , your friend just simply smiles at you kinda laughs about it. I don't know why I'm expressing myself about this. But I guess maybe you could give it a thought ?

Maybe we should stick to getting to know people naturally. You know through gatherings , school and parties. The more fun way and interesting way. Instead of just clicking on the 'add' button and wait to be acquainted in a split second and not have cool memory on how you met. Imagine this ;

Child : Mommy , daddy . How did you two meet eachother ? :)

Mother : Well , your dad saw my profile and we started talking honey.
Father : Yes son. Me and your mother met online. We were fated and meant to be with each other :D

Child : oh -_-"

That'll be just so ... sad :/

Crazy for Feeling

2009-06-08T20:33:00.004+08:00

Is it me or is the world not going my way ? Im sorry guys , but i have a feeling that this is going to be a rant post. One which i have not done in such a long time. So , I'm jealous. Of what ? Of happy people having successful relationships. Its not that I'm overly jealous or anything; i guess the proper way to say it is .. I'm just really envious. Everywhere I go now , I'll see a happy couple walking by holding hands , being all lovey-dovey . It's even more sad when you see someone you're interested in having a girlfriend already or even worse to see your ex-boyfriend already having a steady relationship with a girl and to think that you're the one to blame for the break-up . Jyeah. I am having that feeling again.

Incline

2009-06-01T17:57:00.003+08:00

Wello hello hello , ive turned to my artistic side for the holidays. Which is ; Musically. Thats all

Tweedle dee , tweedle dum

2009-05-29T08:22:00.006+08:00

Well, are'nt I supposed to be in school today celebrate the oh-so-joyous teacher's day?
Instead , im finding stuff to do on facebook and i'm also still thinking weather to agree or not. Alot of pressure around , I just want to spend time in solitary mode.I need a time for my own too. "Oh sofia , go to an asylum then" Am I talking crap ? Well i hope so because its the start of a friday and the rest of the holidays and i dont plan on making sence alot. Toodles

oh shit , i just remembered, i have that green project to hand in by today.

Failure

2009-05-22T14:49:00.003+08:00

So i had my maths paper today . And well , yeah.

Sofia + Maths =

Cant wait for the misery to be over and done with .

Its Bad Enough That I came Late

2009-04-30T12:18:00.001+08:00

I AM SICK OF BREAKING HEARTS GODDAMNIT !

You Picked Me Up When I was Down

2009-04-27T23:27:00.003+08:00

Although it ended so quickly and without a proper reason but somehow I kinda miss that feeling of having a steady relationship with someone. That feeling when you know you have a 24/7 shoulder to cry on. Or the feeling of having someone who loves you dearly and never wants to let you go. And sadly ,also the feeling or the thought that it was (honestly) your fault and you couldnt do anything to save it. Even if you tried your best. Yes, those thoughts are currently going through my mind as i'm listening to that all time favorite love song everyone loves.
(All My Life by K-CI & Jojo)

God , sometimes I wish I can turn back time and really really think before I act . Because all of the wrong doings I had done really wasnt worth doing. So readers you've guessed it ;
I miss my ex(s) . There are two that I really miss and truth be told , It would be fortunate for me if I could have one of them back. Even if one of them is laughing back on their computer chair reading this post.

You dont know how my heart is aching now,
Sofia :'(

We Be Burnin, Not Concerning What The Others Wanna Say

2009-04-18T22:33:00.004+08:00

Its night time and i can still feel the heat around me . Just trying to get to me . Its like there's this heat bubble trying to get inside my heat and make me melt from inside and out.
Meanwhile , the bronze tan on my face now is still here and I hope it goes away soon. Fot that it will ruin my chances.

*Will be back to post about the exciting thing I did today : SMK Seafield's Sports Day

****

So here is my continuation of yesterdays post. I woke up to a beautiful (blazing) sunny day and quickly got ready to attend my ex school's sports day. Went there and there were prefects getting in my way of getting into the stadium. Luckily at some point a teacher remembered me and let me in. Dont you just love connections ? Anyhoo, i'll just let the pictures do the talking eyh ? Eventhough theres not much, but at least it's something. (I hate not charging my camera battery when theres an event coming :/ )

The crowd and some participants

Check out the guy in white. he'd be perfect for some isotonic drink commercial or something.

My dearest fauziah

And my cherished Syamirah (:

more running

girls running

St. John Ambulance people

Cheerleaders

And loveable Azhar with some kind of antique camera. Sorry Azhar , i still dont know the camera lingo.

So , there were still A WHOLE lotta people that i met the other day but , since my camera was fucked up , i didnt take many pictures with them :/ But I shall go curi-curi from other people's camera (:
Till then , guess what my mom found in the pond today:

TTFN ;D

the archies

2009-04-13T18:32:00.003+08:00

who wouldve thought that david archuletta would come to sri kdu. i mean is it the ability of the teachers to bribe his managers or do the students have nothing to do but just to text in those messages ? you tell me.
something doesnt sound right here.

300 & supersize me

2009-04-12T22:27:00.012+08:00

"If you aint first, youre last"
Reese Bobby from Talledega Nights:The Ballad of Ricky Bobby

Evening people ! So recently , my school just had its 5th Annual Sports day. Oh yes, the day where people root for their teams , try their very best to make the win team and put pressure on participants to be sure that the team wins.Yeah , what a joy. So, what did i join. I joined long jump (which i didnt win) & two relays which are 4x100( gold ;D ) and 4x400( silver:] ) . Oh oh , did i mention that i also joined Cheerleading for the house team :o [Oh no she didnt] And thank heavens we won first for that !

The relay teams being prepped
Doing my first round
Doing my second. Gosh , i have such a terrible game face -.-

So in the end i collapsed and there i go ! Riding on the strechers really nice ;D

So after i got my treatment and what not , went to get ready for cheer after that (:

Getting ready

KN doing her part in getting the girls ready.

Perky enough ?

Anirah and her mom and me with my mom

I mean come on man , 3 consecutive months of non stop training. Not to mention the bruises i got and "misunderstandings" (conflicts) with other teams :/ But , it was all worth it ! The moment team Mercury were announced 2nd for Cheerleading , it was a SURE bet that we won 1st for out cheer team. And whaddya know , i went up to pick up the trophy and the hamper :] So , since cheerleading is PURE American thing , we celebrated our victory at America's very own pride and Joy ,

Dont you just love coupons* ?

*this picture was taken from yaya's myspace page*

Dirty Laundry

2009-04-03T16:55:00.004+08:00

Hi people. Sorry for the delay of blogging. Ive been worked up with school which includes sports day being around the corner, homeworks and of course well known dilemmas happening in school. Other than that , i have no maid now. Not that my mom's fired her or anything, just that she went back to Indonesia to visit her sick mother. Mhmm. So that just means ive been doing HOUSE chores.

Me being the dumb blonde not knowing how to operate anything (like the washing machine). I have to wash my clothes the old fashion way. I mean , its not so hard. Its only for about another 5 more weeks ? :/

Iguess this gives me a chance to work on my cooking/baking skills huh ? Or maybe start having a small get together and having it ending up to be a big party with wild booze passing around and random intercourse eh?

SUURE SOFIA -.-

Oh, holiday

2009-03-13T16:06:00.004+08:00

Yes tis the holiday seson again. And im so sorry i havent blogged for awhile. I had my March test recently. Im sure all of you have plans of trips to the mall and outings with family and such.

I mean why not right ? Its not like you cant go out to the mall on any other given weekend right ? -.- So what am i going to do ?
Im gonna do what you;re gonna tell me to do.

YES. This is the time where you can ask me to do anything .
As long it does not invlove the following :
1)physical contact with anyone.
2)vulgar things you want me to do. (porno , striptease , and so on)
3)doing disgusting things with dirty things.
4)and something which is WITHIN MY MEANS. BE LOGICAL PEOPLE.

So yeah , and to prove to you i did it, ill post up a video of it. YEAS I WILL.
So go on, submit your entries !

SHAPE.

2009-02-27T19:14:00.002+08:00

Lately ive been uberly obsessed in getting in shape. Although alot of people have been telling me that im already okay (shape wise) but im not satisfied. So lately ive been pusing myself into doing ridiculous things to get into shape . For instance , ive given up on eating rice. YES , I STRONGLY believe they are the no.1 king of carbs which i will not devour in. Other thant that exercising has been a craze of mine. I spend almost an hour and a half doing workouts to get me toned. Jogging , sit ups , push ups , jumps and so on. GAHH. Hopefully ill reach the ultimate body shape i want in months. Sure alot of sacrifices had to be made , but who cares. Its for my own good D:

So here are a few examples of celeb bodies i'd like to have someday and WILL GET if I work hard enough :/

or maybe even ,

or maybe someday ,

Watch out people, sooon you'll see me rockin' my greatest body evaaaa ;D

Barbie Queued ?

2009-02-22T16:37:00.003+08:00

Still more to come (:

Rojak.Cendol.AsamLaksa

2009-02-13T21:24:00.011+08:00

So , about a week ago. During the 3 day break my school gave me for Cuti Thaipusam. My family and I went on a little trip to .... Pulau Pinang !

Havent been there for such a long time; I felt like a non-Malaysian. The last time ive been there was about .. 3-4 years ago ? To cut things short, i'll just post like a hellufalot of pictures. So , enjoy ;D

Mom reading the papers -.-

Waiting for dad to check in. We reached the hotel at about 9 PM ! Penang punya traffic jam no bad you knowww :/

The ever so famous Rojak. This particular rojak stall was featured in travel shows you know ? And the guy kept singing this Rojak song to attract customers. And also for entertaintment :D

Second day

Sara and me heading down to the beach.

Lil' ol me (:

With shades.

Without. Notice the tan people ?

The view from the room. Gorgeous :)

Me , paraglyding/parasailing. Haha. Wheeeeeeeeeeeee !

Thirst quencher.

The oh-so-typical-DSLR pose

Momma

Throughout the WHOLE trip , i kept on walking in my flats. Whch wasnt all that bad.

Dad , Sister and Mom <3>

Well I DID go during the Thaipusam festival .

Right ? :S

Sara eating the famous Cendol by the road side. I didnt have any because I was too tired .

Thats all for now :D

Ready , okay .

2009-02-07T05:11:00.001+08:00

Im up again. but this time its 5AM in the morning.And ive just finished doing a pompom.

I repeat; A POM POM.

Late night calls.

2009-02-01T01:59:00.002+08:00

Its 2AM in the morning and me and my mom are opting for adoption. Because we're bored and my sister isnt around most of the time , and I (kinda) need a substitute.So how about it?;
Would anyone want to be my younger brother ?

Malaysia , Truly Asia ;0

2009-01-28T23:46:00.012+08:00

Its been quite a long time since i havent wrote anything interesting about my life ; So here it goes.
*Note : This is going to be the kind of post where I tell how my day went, and nowadays . I dont usually write posts like that right ? IF you've noticed that is.
So I had A REALLY fun day out today with Anirah , Amirul and Hariz. We went far off to KL (Pavillion).
Me, Amirul and Anirah took a KTM from Batu Tiga .Which really isnt all that bad.It took us about an hour to geth there?So then after, we took a Monorail to Bukit Bintang to proceed to Pavillion.
And we met Hariz there (: So , as usuall we went window shopping and in the end , I was the only one who did most of the shopping .

Hariz's signature smile.
I love her <3

Amirul said he had this nervous look :/

Ooh ooh , then Me and Anirah went to Forever 21 to try their hats . (They're pretty tempting to try on you know :s )

;D
;p

For some reason , my hairstyle goes well with hats.

Amirul.

Anirah and Hariz

Hariz and me. I feel so tiny here. Like, really.

Amirul and me. I was tip toe-ing here bytheway. It didnt have much difference though -.-

Went to Isetan in Lot 10 and also bought stuff there. (Lingerie anyone ;p) Then afterwards , we headed BACK to Pavillion to go Shisha XD . And I tell you , its been a long time since i've ha shisha, and it had this weird effect on me. After several puffs (make that hundreds), my whole body started to shiver and I had this BAD headache. And I swear , when I walked ; I thought I was just going to plonk on the floor and star begging for help. I guess THAT didnt happen.

Anirah and Me . Noticed the whacked hair ?

Hariz taking a puff. PUFF DADDY . AHAHA, Sarcasm strikes

Did I mentioned that i Love her ? (:

Hariz giving me a huge blow. That sounds so obscene, haha. XD

The ever so cliche Shisha shot .

So after Shisha , we all headed back home. Only that Hariz didnt go home , instead he went to this Royal Selangor Club where he said his uncle was waiting for him there.
And me , Anirah and Amirul took the cab back to KL Sentral.
Now , get this . By the time Anirah and Amirul had bought our KTM tickets back to Batu Tiga. My dad called and suddenly said he can pick us up at KL Sentral. So we figured that we'd keep to tickets for memories. HAHA
So yeah, thats how my day went . Hope you find this post entertaining.

Rather than my old posts which were just thoughts. Eheh , but arent blogs supposed to be what WE want to write ? Entah la, I guess I'll have to appeal to the crow aswell kan ?

Wonderwall .

2009-01-27T00:05:00.005+08:00

So , I wonder . Did any of you happen to catch the eclipse today ? [No, not the screening of the friggin Twilight saga]

This one ;

Photos are Courtesy of my father Ahmad Shahir

Amazing isnt it ?

God seriously works in mysterious ways ;)

Bloomed.

2009-01-25T01:56:00.003+08:00

Before i start my post , the pictures below were taken at one utama when i had the day off with Anirah and Hariz yesterday .

So I'm going to write a post about this guy. Ive just met (The one above) . (Sayang if you're reading this. Don't be jealous okay, It's really nothing serious. They're just my thoughts [: So , as I was saying ; Its about this guy that i've just met through my friend Anirah. Which I seriously didnt believe he was from my school.I mean , so here's the story. I kinda feel honoured taht im friends with him because he kinda makes me belive that you could achieve ANYTHING if you just put your mind to it. Now what am I talking about ? About straightening yourself out or as they say , feeling confident about yourself.

To make things short, here it goes.

So this guy , he was physically challenged in the the past year. I guess you could say weight problems ? Not sure how to put it. But anyhoo, THIS particular guy lost like a MASSIVE amount of weight. I mean , its alot until I swear I didnt recognise him.

eg;
Me: Siapa tu ?
Anirah: Its Hariz lah.
Me: Which Hariz? Banyak Hariz lah , and i mcm tak pernah jumpe je ?
Anirah : ALAAA. The hariz yang dulu i surh dia loose weight tu lahh.
Me: *long thoughts* ... OHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Him. Wow , he looks so different. Really different.

So there. How bimbotic I am in school. Back to the point of the post,
I can truly say that im really really happy for the guy. Happy that he's managed to achieve what wants. And that is,having a healthy living. GOSH. I feel so inspired. I feel like I WANT to start eating healthier . He thought me and Anirah sooo much about what kind of food is good, and vice versa. Gah I, Respect totally.
I hope this teaches you guys a lesson in life. Which is ,

"Anything is posible if you jsut believe"
That guy from A Cinderella Story

Realy happy for you Hariz.
OH oh , and did i mention that, Since he's lost weight . He's not like those typical b*stards who starts to get socialised to other people and get noticed. Thats really hard to find in a guy. REALLY :

Go Team ;D

2009-01-23T15:53:00.002+08:00

So i just got back from school. Well not really JUST ; But ive just finally landed myself on the lappie and decided to blog. Anyhoo, the school just had its 7th-annual Marathon. Or as they call it "RoadRun". To tell you the truth, I was bummed :/ Because I tried so hard to win or even get in the top 10. But sadly; no. Oh well, But the good part is, most of the ones who actually got numbers were from my team. And I tell you , it is a DAMN good feeling to know that you're house team is winning. Whereas last year , we got beat and got last place.
So, moving on. Prosperous CNY is coming and hey , I'VE got a whole week of holiday ! Really excited. HAHA, So much for the 'enthusiasm' i try to put in. I guess , thats all for now. I'll keep you guys posted ;D

Is This Thing On ?

2009-01-14T22:53:00.003+08:00

Well hello there. I'll be surprised if there are still readers to my blog. Because , if you've noticed. I havent really posted anything interesting about my life so far. Except for thoughts. But arent that what blogs are for ?
Expressing ourselves ? Letting our thoughts run wild and free ? Hmm , yeah . SO ; moving on.

I am a FORM5-er now. How exhilirating. Seriously guys ; THRILLED. It isnt so bad really . I still feel the same FORM4 kid I was last year. Nothings really changed. Except for behaviour and oh I dont know , SPM is coming for me ? Honestly , I just wish everything would be over and done with. I wouldnt have to worry about waking up late , anxiously wait for the bus anymore , wear uniforms , boring school hours and so forth.

I guess thats it for the night. Hope to post something more interesting soon when i HAVE a good topic to talk about. Till then

Trying

2009-01-10T02:03:00.003+08:00

So , you've finally gotten yourself up back from the ground. You finally start walking and you start dusting off the past of your back. But , how come when you get the chance to feel again , you suddenly just cant. As in no cappability to Feel again. Feel in any emotion. Love , Sadness , Anger , Hate and so forth.
But somehow , you're quite happy to not get those feelings anymore. I mean with love you wont suffer heartbreak anymore , with sadness you will ONLY enjoy happpiness , with Anger you can learn to control your self and so forth. And you start to say "Hey this is'nt so bad of a life ?

Right ?

Blow Work

2009-01-07T18:50:00.002+08:00

I have a latest obsession ; bubble blowing. It fascinates me. REALLY . Wish i could bring it to school and just BLOW away.

Happy New Year !

2008-12-31T01:08:00.002+08:00

Jom Pergi Curve People and Be Predictable. D:

Sorry.

2008-12-23T20:00:00.003+08:00

Really REALLY sorry i havent been updating. Its because of work and because i seriously have nothing interesting to talk about lately.

So heres a quick update. Work , got paid ( XD ) , had a surprise party for a friend , and got in a huge dilemma, or should i say love triangle of sort ?

Other thant that , things seem quite alright. Although i cant wait for the New Year. Hope to be celebrating it with the ones i love . Which include family and who knows. Things CAN happen anytimes kan ? So i may be talking a little too much , so i'll stop here. Until next time ; D

p/s: if youre wondering , i am NOT abandoning my blog .

Miley Cyrus

2008-11-29T00:35:00.005+08:00

Does anybody remember the hate post i did recently like earlier this year ? The one where i put a picture of a bunch of girls wearing school clothes? No ? Well whatever here's a similar post but to OTHER kinds of people in my school. But i think the ones im about to tell you are worse. Lets just cut to the chase.

For instance the CRAVEE for popularity; EVERYWHERE . Mamak stalls, malls , the playground , malls , myspace. You name it. So basically what they do is just flash themselves. Act like they're cool. And actually DRESS UP to go out to the mamak. I mean come one , its not like there a talent scout everywhere you go -.-" idiot.

So besides that , they want so much to get known by everyone. For examples , seniors. Even the ones who've finished school. It's so SICKENING to see this and im definately annoyed by it. Im not simply writing this because im jealous , its just thoughts lah. I would post pictures of them here but being the "safe" girl i am , i wont :/
AAAND , in every single FRIGGIN myspace picture they just HAAAAVEEE to pout. Its so unoriginal and tacky . Dont get me wrong , i pout to and so do my readers. But please dont go overboard until your lips are gonna fall out. To those , i know your lips are there okay ! Go get a boyfriend or something to pout with. Not the camera. Unless you're good looking/ pretty its an exception.
So jyeah , to sum it all up.
They remind me of her ,

Miley "slutty" Cyrus

Hard Earn-ship

2008-11-20T16:02:00.002+08:00

Hey people, as you all know , I am now "making a living" by having a "steady job" somewhere. (Hah, i sound like someone who's already had a permanent job for years) Even though its only been about a week ive worked , but i've learned a few other things about life. About the lives of people who are hard to make it in this dog-eat-dog-world. So basically , what i've learnt is how difficult it is to find money and to make a living. Sure us kids dont have to worry a thing about money now because we have very own "atm" machines at home. Two infact, if you get what i mean. So lets look at it in another way, what about those people who works as construction workers , or your local Rotiman/Icecream man , or the people selling foods on the roadside everyday without fail ? I can Honestly say now , that I know how they feel now about making an income with their steady jobs (I suppose) I mean , for example , something very insignificant to us is very BIG to them. It's like, we get to eat McDonalds everyday and sometimes we get sick of it and tend to go for something bigger like ... Fridays ? or Chillis ? But to them; oh to even HAVE the opportunity to devour such dishes are sometimes a dream to them. Now im not saying that they're poverty stricken or poor or anything. I'm just saying that , its a rarity for them to enjoy some of the privilages the world has got to offer for them. Its especially haeder for them to get it EVERYDAY. So , now my point is children, be thankfull of what you have now and cherish everything your parents have got to offer you. Because they work hard for you and the least you could do is not complain or ask for anything more.

Toodles (:

May I Assist you ?

2008-11-14T23:04:00.004+08:00

Good Morning/Afternoon/Evening/Night to my felow readers. First of all Happy Holidays to all excluding the Form 5's that is. Because they're still having their exams. Well , best of luck (:
So; moving on . Ive occupied my self with something to do for the holidays; and that is ... I got myself a JOB.
Oh jyeah , im employed now till now to end of december (: So wondering where im working ? Nothing much really but its a job , im working at the

Padini Concept Store of One Utama (New Wing)

So there , I have a job now. You know where to find me . BUT , its a concept store , which means , which DEPARTMENT could you find me in eyh ? Lets just say ,
That's for me to know, and you to find out ;)

Romeo & Juliet

2008-11-11T09:09:00.003+08:00

So lately i've been listening to FAR too many love songs. The main one that caught my ears was
Love Story by Taylor Swift
And seriously , me being a typical girl , i felt that sadness about where could i ever find love again from any man. Loads of people tell me im too young to love , people say its a waste of time and its worthless and they'll say i dont know what love is and im just being very childish. Some of them are true but still , dont i deserve some Happiness for my life since my family is going through a tough time anyway. I've felt Love before and now i feel like having it again. Waiting for that One to come around aain and swoop me of my feet :) I know this may be just a fantasy , but i want it again. My past relationships have been very shitty and sucky .
Oh please , God make me find the man who could make me laugh again , cry again , smile again, feel again and most of all , please God make me find a man who i could love again and would never do harm to him or him do harm to me ):

Besides , everyone needs a little love story in their lives dont they ?

Remember me ?

2008-11-08T22:51:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone. sorry for the UBER late delay of posting anything. recently ive had exams , and my laptop had been in the shop because it was spoilt. Anyhoo , alot went by , Open houses , outings and so one so forth. Tonight im not going to writee long either because i'm sleepy and tired. But heres a picture to entertain you all(:
Comments Needed.

Slithery Wonders.

2008-10-16T10:06:00.003+08:00

Im going to cut everything ad get straight to the point. I HAVE A NEW FETISH ! Incase you dont know what fetish is , go look up the dictionary . Anyhoo , so recently i went to Ikano Power Center's Pet Safari. And yes , there were Birds , Dogs , Hamsters , Rabbits and more. But ! What really got my attention was this ...

Now this Ladies and Gentlemen is a Burmese Albyno Python ;D

This isnt a very clear picture. But I was handle-ing the snake very well. And i've grown a liking to it. Really :')

Sadly , I dont think im capable enough of owning one. Let alone a PYTHON. I mean , what am i going to do when it has grown around 10 -15 feet o.o ? Unless i get a Ball Python which only grows up to 5 feet. That aint so bad right ? *sigh*

BUUUUUTTT , there is this other snake that's rather easy to take care of. Which is the Green Tree Whip Snake

Isnt it adorable :D

The Green Tree Whip Snake only MAYBE grows up to only 4 feet. And they feed on insects , pinkie mice , mice and hmm ... Hamsters perhaps ? ;D I really really want the python , but i cant. So im just going to settle with this one. What do you think ? A python which is super sexy but will obviously grow big and occupy space or the cute little gree tree whip snake which would only feed for Mice only ?

But theres only one problem ... would my parents allow me to own such a thing as a domestic pet ?

Selamat Hari Raya ! (sorry for the late post, been very lazy to update -.-)

2008-10-10T19:43:00.008+08:00

Anyways here are my raya photos for the year. ENJOY !

Thats all folks ! :)

Give In and Accept All

2008-09-25T00:02:00.007+08:00

Okay ive come to my senses. And im here to only say that , Ive Given in and apologize . YES, APOLOGIZE
~~Even though i think what i did was appropriate and not wrong(about the post)~~

Even though i think what i did was appropriate and not wrong(about the post) But yes , i did it. And yet , I still dont feel confident about anything at all. I dont know why im doing this , but i think at least ive done my part. However I dont feel true to myself. Why is this ? WHY ? Sometimes I just wish we could plan out how our lives are suposed to be. I sound like i'm craping alot here , but to some of you who truly understand me . Just know that , i can be unpredictable towards the crazy decisions in life i do :/

Toodles ;(

Say.

2008-09-19T19:37:00.006+08:00

Hello my dear readers :) I bet some of you are guessing about what im going to say about next right ? Or some of you are just waiting for me to write another hate/discrimination post. Ahaha , no friend. I am now here going to talk about the most obvious topic someone would ever talk about which is ,

Love. It makes you do crazy things. Even when you're off guard

Regarding my last post, i have to admit that during the relationship i was in, i was willing to do anything for love. All of those (touching and stuff) , it was like a task to do for me to achieve love. It's stupid right ? But i mean , come on i'm pretty sure some of you have also had the same feeling i had during a relationship. You go far beyond everything for love. Even, even when you know what you're doing is wrong. Love makes you do everything regardless of whether its wrong or right , sane or insane or bad or good. It's because it's not really that easy to find it. It'll only come once in a blue moon. That is if you play your cards right :)

But the thing i dont get about love is , why cant the feeling just go away ? Why cant it be avoided ? Why cant we just ignore it ? Why cant we hate love ? Why does love exist anyway ? I guess its just because we cant trully find a replacement for it. I mean without love , life has no meaning . (to me lah or some people) Okay so even after a relationship , you tend to have the feeling of how hard it is to let go of the person you once loved right ? You'd still have the thought of "would we ever get back together ?" or "why did he/she leave me , i thought he/she loved me" or better yet , "why the **** am i doing this ? i still love him/her !" Not only that, love also makes think of the funny possibilities. Love also makes you hope for the better. Love makes people expect too much for life. Even when you know its all over and theres nothing you can do to get the feeling back ro theres nothing you can do to let go of the feeling. Some of you might be getting the hint on what im trying to say here right ? If some of you might not , let's just say its for a dear friend of mine :)

So , in the end , all of us have to find our own way to get out of love or try to find love. It doesnt matter. As long as YOU make yourself happy and not let anyone let you down on anything . Doesnt matter if its life, love , teenage angst etc. As long as , you think about what your benefitials in life are going to be and as long you feel good about yourself . Even after all the worng things youve done. Like they say , it's never too late to do anything for yourself , you just gotta be sure of what you're doing ;D

~~So till next time (:~~

p/s : this crossed out section is optional to read because im not sure if im really making any sence here.LOL. because im just saying whatever thats in my heart right now. and sorry for the cockyness of todays post. im just contemplating about something right now . Toodles.

You No Good Scum.

2008-09-10T15:15:00.008+08:00

hello everyone. so here'll be another one of those kind of posts where i post about a certain guy.firstly i hope you girls wont get this kind of guy that im about to tell you. infact i might just tell you people about who im actually referring to :) so the lucky guy who's reading this , please know that your life of scoring chicks could be over after this post. thank you. so lets begin shall we ?

first and foremost im here to talk about a guy who only wants you for one thing. Your Body. so, what are the characteristics of these men ? hmm , when they ask you to be your girlfriend or whatever, they'll only have one thing going on their mind which is "Im so gonna touch her everywhere man ! and then after when she's all used up , i'll leave her and recommend her to my mates ;D" BUT infront of you he'll say "Could you be mine ? I really really like you and I feel that you're the one I'll only love my whole life!" yup,
Typical scummish bastard's way of asking you to be his. Okay so that's phase one.

After he's managed to sweet talk the hell out of you , you're going to be bound to his spell and charm.and that will lead him to take "advantage" of you . Meaning , Touching. Before i go on with my post, if you're the kind of person who really doesnt care about physical affection , then be my guest and leave . So , moving on :)

After the whole sweet talk thing, he'll want to make out with you. Honestly if its first base , its alrght.

BUT ,BE CAREFULL when he goes to 2nd. He'll start hugging you by your waist and he'll end up having his hand on your breast.Now , the first thing he'll say to you when you push him away from this would certainly be "Dear , whats wrong ? " and then you could say "Sorry , i dont like it when you do that to me and i dont feel comfortable, can you please not do that again sayang ?" oh then this is the best part , he surely say "Why ? I thought you love me ?" AHAHAHA. honestly , who does this guy think he is ? He even had the audacity to say about love but infact , he was the one who did wrong to you. So then you go saying "Yes dear i do love you , But my love for you is not based on this. Seriously . I dont like men touching me" oh oh , AND here's the most bullshit of all bullshits "But im your boyfriend ! I should be able to do anything i want with you ." Now girls , this should be the perfect time for you to stop anything thats happening. and well you could say anything to protect yourself like maybe say "Well its not like we're getting married or anything , you just have to respect me" or you could say "That doesnt mean im already your own personal item that you could fool around with !"or if you're really pissed off, you could walk out of the scene and Leave :)

Okay so thats the first thing he'll do. The second is even worse. He'll want you to touch his YOU-KNOW-WHAT !Honestly girls, please dont do it . Not even a fucking handjob. Dont you think its disgusting to touch something where a guy ejaculates and takes his piss at. EW ! Not unless you're legal partners. Then it'll be fine. So please , if he wants you to touch it , i sudegest YOU PULL THE GODDAMN COCK OF HIS CROTCH ! and tell him "Well you wanted me to touch it kan ?!" That would certainly teach him a thing or two to mess around with you ;)

So yes girls . You should be able to handle these kind of men if you do what i do. Unless you really love him and you turn yourself into him , then its up to you . But to some of you who dont want to do things like this , you should know what YOUR worth is. If you dont know what your worth is , you'd never be able to get through any man. OH yes , i have another reason of writing this post . Its to give you a warning. Which is , Dont Date This Guy. Oh trust me, ive been in this EXACT situation before. Just recently probably.Your job now is just to guess who he is lah :)

To my ex ,I'm glad that you've managed to stumble your way upon my blog. Because from here, you'll get to know that I am going to tell everyone who wants to be with you what kind of man YOU EXACTLY ARE and what your INTENTIONS REALLY ARE ! So go ahead and form your mob gang and be me up or whatever . I-DONT-CARE . As long as you dont get any girl and thats fine by me :)

~~toodles ;D~~

Labels of Love ♥

2008-09-07T22:43:00.003+08:00

Okay so this is going to be a random post about designer labels and basically what i dream of having one day.

1. Louis Vuitton the Ursula

This little beauty only costs a mere $2,200 which is equivalent to RM7000 ++ 0_0 The special thing i like about this bag is cute little handle and the buckle just got me there ! So if anyone of you happen to pass by the Louis Vuitton outlet in Starhill gallery or in KLCC , think of me can ? XD.

-MORE COMMING -

:D'''''' (drools)

FINALLY . GAWH.

2008-08-29T15:12:00.003+08:00

Here's what I got today :D

I guess today can be one of the happiest moment in my life yet again :') . REALLY. infact , i kinda almost cried .But i think the sad part is . we havent gotten our uniform yet -.-. and we're only gonna get it next year. and it'll either be blue or green. i really want it to be green because blue seems so elementary D:

So .. thats all for today i guess. I noticed that lately my posts have been rather short and simple nowadays. Maybe its because i have less fun things to talk about now or nothing exciting happened in my life so far :/
Oh yeah , another new thing is , i changed my email . Its no more ~~punk_r0ck92@hotmail.com~~ Now its sofia-shahir@hotmail.com ive made it more simple and serious now. Ive been a loooooooooooooong way since i created my first email which was galaxie_princess. AHAHAHHA. Thats sooo , 4th grade-ish.

w-r-o-n-g

2008-08-28T21:55:00.002+08:00

i recently had a spelling competition in my school. really nothing though. just the usual if-you-spell-it-wrong kinda contest. ahaha. one thing i remember from the contest was my convo with veron. and she asked "so , are you gonna include this in your blog ? " "ahaha . i guess so." "ahhaa, and are you gonna include the part where im saying this to you ?" " LOLZ . might aswell. ahahha" so yeah . thats all . i just took the time to write that .
in other news, tomorrow is the day where i get my prefect name tag . whoop-te-deee.
i wonder who'll be head prefect ? hmmm.
Toodles ;p

A Players Oath.

2008-08-17T19:03:00.006+08:00

hello fellow readers . I'd like to take my time off to write the most hated type of men hated by all women which are ,

Players ;(

So , are you wondering why of the sudden topic ? Well actually the purpose is to warn all the readers about NOT to pick any guy who is like this . I mean truth be told they are someone you dont want to spend pouring your heart to. Not even a single drop would be worth a man like this. To some of you who has already had experience with men like this, honestly i congratulate you. Yes, CONGRATULATIONS. Because now you know the details of a man like this and certainly you are not likely to make another mistake ever again. (Or so i hope)

To some of you who HAVENT, please be aware .

These men will not take you seriously and will not have full commitment to you at all in a relationship.Take me for example. What i know is all they want is some bed action because of their strong lust desires. Men like these are full of lust and will not care if you're not pretty enough or "good" enough for them. By meaning "good" is a coke bottle/spanish guitar body , bountiful boobs and slut qualities. Disgusting. Not only that , they're just waiting to open up your virginity to them and toss you over to another man. Meaning , treating you like a recyclable item. Ugh. My reason of posting this is not because i want your sympathy or not creating any intentions of ruining a man's dignity. (Although types like these really need it) But its just a safety measure to all you ladies out there who've not yet encountered anyone like this.

So please , do yourself a favour by not mixing into the wrong groups of people and do NOT just simply fall inlove with a guy who's just hot on the outside. Look whats within a man . Look beyond those normal looking faces . I know they're not pleasent to looks at , but its their heart that we want . Isnt it (: ?

Right now , i feel sorry for any girl who's handling a player. She doesnt know whats ahead of her.

Thats all for today . And this has been a special message from your poster ,

*Sofia

16

2008-08-07T20:03:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ! ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE FUCKTARD !!!
HAAAAAAPYYY BIRTHDAY TOOOO

MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

in other news , i got myself a Juicy Couture handbag and wallet , my OAG cd , my loverly fernando torres poster and ive used up my 500 bucks (:

and i had japanese food for my birthday .

honestly , all because of me , its been a crappy week and a crappy birthday :/

LIKE OMG.

2008-08-05T16:34:00.004+08:00

HELLLOOO READERS.
yesh i know its been such a long long time since ive updated my blog . well i guess this is because soo many events happen at one time i just got caught with all of them and turned out to be too tired to wirte about them all over . so jyeah .
in order to tell you everything ill just write a small esaay about my week and previous weeks .

**on the 26th of July i went to my first annual prefect dinner in my life. form 4 is the first year that ive only started to become a prefect. being a prefect is honestly kinda ok-ay. i deserve a change in school so that why i wanted to be one .

here are a few pictures :)

# notice the white shall i had to wear the whole freakking night . it was so bothersom . the reason i had to wear it because my dress was "revealing". PFFT. like these teachers have never seen a bareback halter dress before in their life . at least my insides were covered. GAH !

***oh oh an before that , me and anirah went back to my hometown for awhile to release our stress and to follow my family go back . so went to kampung on friday noon and got back to selangor on a satruday evening . heh. it was tireing but worth it i suppose .

more updates coming up (:

COME ONE COME ALL !

2008-07-25T16:30:00.000+08:00

Our last visit home. (part 3) END

2008-07-20T00:25:00.003+08:00

our maid's humble abode.
the raggedy backyard
ooh,this is where i used to always measure my height =D
us packing :'(
and we're off. good bye good ol' USJ2/2H :')

so there you go folks. 3 longs posts of pictures of my previous home. come to think of it. i think its been a week since i visited the place . i sure miss it alot :')

Our last visit home. (part 2)

2008-07-16T17:39:00.005+08:00

The living room and my dad
view from the front door.
ze stairs
the kitchen . that empthy space is where we used to put our fridge (:
cabinets and the sink. notice that the under sink cabinet is gone
our not-so-trusty oven. we couldnt use it for baking much cause it was busted :

where i lived with my sister for the past 15 years of my life (:
our trusty aircond. look , its not high tech one but it still works till now ! =D
our million dollar view from our window (:
toilet. f.y.i : we used that toilet for 15 years and we did not any warm water device thingy. COLD WATER ALL THE WAYY !
parents room
view from inside (:

alright i will continue somemore. im just too lazy to post all pictures now. so till next time (:

Our last visit home.

2008-07-12T15:07:00.008+08:00

Greetings people. As you all know the house which im currently living in now is actually my second house (omg, sofia i didnt know that =_=')So yeah . It is. So now recently , i went back to my first home to clear out last bits of stuff left behind. Which was in good ol' USJ 2 . Coming back to that house made me feel all nostalgy inside on how my 15 years of life was brough up there. I mean , this is the first place i did everything . Learn how to ride a bike, went to school here, had my first crush/boyfriend, and oh how i would always go to beloved Summit to catch the lastest movies. Jyeah , good times (:
So enough blabber , let the pictures do the talking (:

our front gate.
The house number ive grown fimiliar to
Sort of like our "front yard" ;p The trash bin that tiny little box there is the mail box. You can see how old it is by the absence of the cover .

The front door .

to be continued...

Leave It To The Spaniards ;)

2008-06-30T05:45:00.003+08:00

It started with the referee's whistle and off the 22 men on the field to win the Euro 2008. If was pretty rough at start . With Germany taking most possesion of the ball. Then it came down after half an hour of the game.Where 3 minutes after that Fernando Torres made his winning goal !

Yes , I am happy as you are too Torres de Fernando =D

So then , supporters of both sides were beggining to wonder wether this is it . Or Will the Germans step up after the 2nd half ? Alas , 90+3 minutes went by and thousands around the world heard the whistle and KNEW that Spain has achieved after their last win which was 44 years ago.

And they really really truly deserved it . After 44 years !

:') Beautiful.

Not the one to Blame

2008-06-28T17:24:00.000+08:00

today i am at my uttmost point of being really really PISSED !
YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY ?!
(okay it may seem small to you but trust me . its MAJOR for me)

Today my mom told me that she wanted to go out for an Assuntarian gathering. Her old school i mean. Then she siad she wanted to invite me and Sara along because they were asked to bring their children there.
So i was like .. cool and stuff.
But first she said she had to go to the neighbourly meeting . And she SPECIFICALLY said she was gonna leave that MEANINGLESS meeting at 11 and come pick us up.
And she asked us to get ready . So i did. and so did Sara.

So we waited .....
...... and waited
and ..... waited ...

until she came back . and that was at .

almost

3 PM !

i was like . ohkayy, maybe she'll come back to siap siap . THEN we go out kott.
and i thought WRONG.
So then i bugged her many times bye saying "mom , im bored. PLEASE lets go out"
and most of the time she responded "ok, nanti jap"

SO I BELIEVED HER.

Then waited for a better response like
"ok jom (:"

Instead , silence.
Then i told her
"MAA, jom lah lets go out . I stay in this house everyday and i dont get to go out! you dont know how its like to stay at home EVERY.SINGLE.DAY and not do ANYTHING."
then she said ,
"If you want to go out , ask apak for the keys then ask sara to drive"
so in my mind i thought that was a good idea. so i went to sara and told her how i felt and i received a NEGATIVE response.

I was so pissed i SLAMMED the door . Thumped my feet upstairs and SLAMMED MY door at lock my room feeling emo and shit.
Until then i heard my mom calling me saying
"ok jom, we're ALL ready to go out"
so me , in my not-so-happy-to-go-out-mood said
"its ok lah. you guys go"
"oi, were all ready . i nak sembahyang jap"

so i went back to my room. i had a feeling she was trying to make me feel guilty.
then i went into her room to get the cat. then she asked
"so where do you want to go?"
"nevermind lah. its too late already.tak payah pergi lah"

so i went down. and grabbed my ipod.
my mom went down too and told my sister and my dad "tak jadi"

so now im feeling ,
cant my mom maybe like say sorry or something.
because , come on. there are times when parents are the ones who did wrong right ?

Right ?

Art'i Musik

2008-06-21T16:58:00.000+08:00

so. heres my review about the art'i musik (:
even though some of you people might be thinking :-
''hey, who is this girl to comment about the event ?!" or either
"the fak she want to comment for what , she didnt even go through the hard work" or maybe ...
"heh, she thinks she's so good for us lahh. not into all this local music stuff ni"

truth be told. it was cool that you guys managed to pull it off.
although im not really into all this local music stuff.
but i got to taste what you guys are into so much about local bands.
+ i got a t shirt by this clothing label called 'Saya Fresh'

as you can see , its actually a design of a pair of lungs and a liver containing a cassete.

for more info , www.myspace.com/sayafresh

but its sad that the hall wasnt full enough ): but, what do you expect from a couple of high school-ers . for this ,

RESPECT mann.

That is all for now (:

Prefect Camp , Military STYLE !

2008-06-17T15:10:00.000+08:00

Hey guys. so ive been back from Prefect camp 2 days ago. and i have to say its pretty fun but we had our tortures moments.

so care me to tell you all about it bit by bit :)

DAY 1

Left the school at about ,8 30 and i was summoned to Bus no.2 and i sat beside Nadia.

with Nadia

it was a simple ride. didnt really converse much as because alot of the seniors were at the back and having the time of their life.

Oh, and out of the blue. during our reststops , i met my dear friend MADIHAH. like oh my god , who meets friends all the way up in Rawang ?! that was really unexpected ! lol. i ws excited to see her :) she was on the way to vist her boyfriend's school homeland ;p

after more than 5 hours sitting in the bus, we reached the Lumut jeti in Ipoh.

with Sherrie

with Fara (ignore my black ugly face)

with Latisha

So bye bye land and hello Island :) the Ferry ride took about 45 minutes and it was calming.
Alas , we reached PANGKOR and i swear there were full of PINK colour vans. I mean they were everywhere. weird much . So i rode the van with Ashley beside me. She's REALLY nice ^_^
Soon after the van ride, we reached CAMP RAUDHAH.

ahaha. even the name sounds ... bad.
As soon as we arrived we were assigned with rooms and our groups.
I was group 10. along with Hilal,Nabilah,Nasirah,Puteri,Aishah,Jaslene,Ashikin,Raihan,Nashrah and Haziq. i think i got a few names mixed up.
Now down to the first activity , which was err. oh GOD . i forgot this one .
The second activity was ... at night . and we had to think of our group names and our chant/cheer.
And the name of our group was .... BOUNCE . ahaha. dont ask me why bounce. cause it was just a random pick . but but ! WE won best Chant/Cheer :)
And ater that we played this game caled Kembara Minda . The objective was to Protect a candle and get 4 checkpoints without the candle being blown. Sounds easy ? jyah right , there were pengacaus (annoyances) . turns out the teachers were assigned to blow up our candle and they were the pengacaus =__=
and if we were to loose all our matchsticks, w have to go meet the Raja Hutan and plead for more. sacrifications had to be made . and that was the last game . We had no checkpoints.

DAY 2

Woke up really early in the morning which was at 5 AM. or i think it was earlier. Got ready and had our morning exercise and did the Chicken Dance and the Pocho - pocho. that felt really nice and energized everyone :)
After our morning exercise , we went JUNGLE TRACKING . honestly, ive never been jungler tacking before. how sad. It was really fun and interesting . We went jungle tracking for 4 hours and the journey was 77km inside the jungle. didnt felt like 77km though.
Anyhoo , fresh air were to be inhaled and it was calming :)
After 4 hours of jungle tracking , we went back to the camp and ate lunch. Soon , we were gonna go to the beach. and yeah . sounded nice to hear.
We walked to the beach and there were 3 activities.
First activity was , we had to work as a team and walk with this heavy wood on our legs. So it was really about teamwork.
2nd activity was tug of war. our team lost -_-
3rd activity was War Game !!! this was fun . Our bombs were air nila (i dont know what it is in English) and it was really fun :)

NOW THE EXCITING PART AFTER THE EVENT !

we were punished . jyah , for not obeying the rulse or something like that .
so we had to do numerous amounts of pumping and had to jog along the shore with the sea waves towards us. and also menyiarap (idk in english)
That lasted for i think , more than half an hour. it was the most tortures part of the day.
After being punished , we headed back home and had our showers and prepared for the nxt activity at night.
The night activity was to present our group talent. Ours was really last minute so we did this singing session and it was . boring .
Then after .... there was this lecturer talking about emotions. Iswear to god. i didnt hear a thing because i was so damn sleepy and i wanted to just plonked on the ground just like THAT.
Alas we got to sleep slighty ealier that night :)

DAY 3

phewh, the last day, how exciting. in the morning we did our exercise and we played this ''aura'' game.
ahaha. everyone enjoyed that game because we were supposed to lie on the ground and close our eyes and embrace nature around us. everyone enjoyed it because they curi-curi tidur ! ahaha
that was nice for a change. after the calming session
we had to other activities which was ,
No. 1 - played this aura game agoing which involves us being in a huge circle and to pass a string using our heads.
N0. 2 - played this aura game again which involves us to get in a big cirle and either jumble back in to make the aura less or jumble back out to make the auro bigger :)
No. 3 - played ANOTHER aura game which includes "passing" the aura.
ahaha , i know this is all a load af AURA CRAP.
After all the auro crap , we went to beach again to have our last activty.
which was , find our blind friends.
Basicly , all of us were blind folded and had to find our go to our leader .
(okay imstarting to get tired of writing this . but sikit je lagi )
After that , we went straight back to our camp and started packing for our journey home :)
Now for the grand finale , our facilitators were so angry because 12 people did some mistakes at the beach just now. everybody was like OMG WTF ?
then he was specific about 3 people in the group. Then all of a sudden there was a harmonica tune with the tune of ..... Happy Birthday =___=''
I tell you that was sick i tell you SICK. All of us got punk'd by them. DANGG.
after we left camp , we had a tour of Pangkor for a while and had our journey home :)

with Aishah

with Christine and Ashley

so jyeah thats the summary of our trip both fun and not fun at all.

oh and incase you're wondering , they did give us decent meals :)

p/s : ive gotten a serious tan D:

For three days .

2008-06-13T00:38:00.000+08:00

IM GOING TO PANGKOR FOR THREE DAYS PEOPLE.

PREFECT CAMP.

SOUNDS SO VERY ...

exciting.

Drained -.-

2008-06-11T16:07:00.000+08:00

ohkay. im just gonna be a blabber mouth for today and just TALKKK about what happened today :)

school was really really boring. i mean its Wednesday and i dont have the mood for school AT ALL!
all ive been doing is sleep sleep sleep.
everyday you'll find me in school sleeping. wether its in my class ,the bus in the morning ,the bus after school and i'll even crash people's classes to get my beauty sleep :)
jyeah.
and dont even start about my results.
well im not saying im a failure or anything. the results are okay lah. i didnt pass with flying colours. mostly b's and c's.

i macam tak kisah jee.
i dont know what i want to be when im older. cant i just work in retail ?
like ... work for Miss Selfridge for the rest of my life. and get promotions and free stuff and live happily every after ?
*sighs* that'll never happen i suppose because parents ALWAYS wants the best for us. and i dont blame them.
with the oil hike all of a sudden. i realised we have to like ... study HARD and find a steady good job to pay for the oil.

thats all for today . and oh oh. not to forget . SMK BJ is having this local music event thing.

so .... if you're interested . simply go to the myspace page OR you could order tickets from me =D

all in one.

2008-06-08T22:39:00.000+08:00

alrighty people. so i wont be predictable like any other blogger and post about Summer Splash becasue truthfully it was boring. but i met some pretty cool people and my old friends.
so enough about summer splash.

I. yes , I. had to perform a song infront of a crowd today. mhmm.
It was like a music event thing for students.
so I chose the song Who Knew by P!nk.
I was DAYYYUMM nervous ohkayy.
On stage i kept on shaking .
But im sure you wouldnt be bothered to read this.
I'll just show you pictures of me playing =D

whoa . im so fast -.-

why couldnt i have the spirit like this kid.

he was soo coool. and calm and he relaxed. and he's only ... 7 i think .

I guess this teaches me to be more confident and BLAH. ergh i really dont feel like posting anything up . but since its been a long time since ive blogged. ill just simply write anything lah.Oh yea.

enough about MEEE. Euro 2008 is coming up . What team are you supporting ? If you ask me., i'll be supporting ....

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ESPANA BABY !!!

and even got the numbering done.

Actually kan. Ok for all you Torres fans , im new in supporting him. and it was nt actually my decision to put numbering on my jersey. Mydad came up with the idea. So i was like .. what the heck ! x)

ok. for some of you who dont know who Fernando Torres is, here's a photo of him.

ok not actually a hottie lah (for you girls). But he's good on the field. And THATS whats important !
Ok yo. so i think ive done my job for today. which is keeping you entertained. so see you around !

p/s : i dont want school to start now. im so tak puas -.-

im free . AGAIN

2008-06-01T20:46:00.000+08:00

alright so some of you might know that a long time ago i was free from girl problems.
meaning not being on good terms with some of the girls in my school.
but now im free of more more things!

1. I am so glad that its over with SK. although he was the one who made the statement that were over. but who cares . ITS OVER . yeay. confetti ! fireworks ! birthday suit on ! and it was so un-gentleman-like the way he ended it. he passed a message through a friend. PFFFT . whatever man. at least i aint worrying no more. there are millions of other guys out there and i am so ready to mingle ;)

2. I am no longer grounded. i think. incase you're wondering . i was grounded because i sneaked out of the house and got caught . ironically i wanted to get caught. go figure o.o
so my holidays have been extremely good.

so go on . ask me out ;p
kidding . if you want to ill be happy to THINK about it. lol.

Jump for joy .

2008-05-28T23:37:00.000+08:00

oh yes. and finally i have a part of my life back.
which is my dear ol' lappie and my handphone.
thank you mom and god .

so what have i been doing to past the time?
movie marathons . alone -_-

so first i watched :

1. Dan In Real Life
2. Stardust
3. Love actually
4. Wedding Date
5. Ella Enchanted
6. Horton hears a who
7. Superbad

mhhmmm. 7 movies. not bad eh .
i mean really i had nothing better to do . i was about to make a ROCK into my friend -_-

but after this ... temporary no-phone-and-no-laptop session.
i guess life aint so bad without it.
for instance no one bothers you on your cell . and you get to be with yourself and relax.
(:

Pure "bliss"

2008-05-23T14:49:00.000+08:00

Hey guys this may be my last post of the month. or for the next 2 months.
because my laptop will be taken away for god knows how long.
and not only that . Im grounded.
so yeah ... cant go out , no internet , oh oh and my phones been taken away. mhhmm.

Why you ask ?
lets just say ... The Rebelious Life aint so bad ?

thats all (:

i'll just leave you to wonder what the hell i did wrong to deserve all this.
and truly , i really do deserve all this.
and i knew it was coming when i was doing it :/

hanging on a thread.

2008-05-19T20:24:00.000+08:00

they would try to tell me something,

Oh, but I was hearing nothing

When they said you was just playing me

I didn't listenI didn't want to

You couldn't find a blinder fool

i've come to a point where im deceived by my surroundings.

there were many signs before but i didnt bother to look or listen.

even my closed ones warned me about what was going to happen.

I got to put the blame on myself

Should've known with everyone else

Just knowing they knew you was just bad news

I should've walked out (I should've walked out)

I should've stayed clear (I should've stayed clear)

and yet i didnt because i was blind. i kept thinking that it wont happen to me. i stayed on being dumb and kept hurting myself until theres no way of stopping this.

How many times, How many lies - Pussycat Dolls

03:51 AM

2008-05-19T03:50:00.000+08:00

So I'm Still Up. Feeling Really Really Foolish About Myself. Great :/

crazy ambition.

2008-05-15T23:09:00.000+08:00

So ive been thinking. (about my future)
and one of them involves these following reasons why this ambition came up to my mind ;)

1. I get to wear designer clothes all the time.
2. Get some of the hottest guys i want.
3. No longer struggle to find another because they'll all be COMING to me ;)
4. Get to be on the greatest catwalk of history.
*ooh you're gonna like number 5 (:*
5. Get to hear my exes who dumped me saying
"Oh my god is that Sofia? The sofia that i dumped? Fuck, she's a 'insert crazy ambition here' !!!''

hmm. so have you guessed on what this crazy ambition is ?
here. let me tell you ...

Mother, I'd like to be a Victoria's Secret Model.
or as they say it,
A Victoria's Secret Angel.

HAHAHAHA. really unbelievable.
but i highly doubt i'll get it because ...

1. im short.
2. im not hot/exotic enough.
3. i have a belly ):

but i mean just think, all those cute wing outfits. and sexy lingerie.

and the enormous fashion show .

its just a dream for me.

let me give you one good example :

HOW SEXIER CAN YOU GET? Honestly ;)

but still, this is in my ambition list.
and it got me thinking to start caring about my weight now and be more active in exercising.
i know you think im crazy. but hey,
you'll never know :D

incase one of you victoria secret models happen to stumble upon my blog.

Hear me out !

theme for today

2008-05-13T15:12:00.000+08:00

the theme for today is . love makes you do the craziest things.
i dont understand why must this particular feeling has to be casted onto everyone ?
and how come eventually this feeling would just have your heart broken because of the someone you love.
but somehow we love having this feeling called love.
eventhough in the end its painful.
and whats more painful is the truth.
eventhough the truth is suppose to make you feel better. but sometimess it just doesnt.
no matter how you say it ... the way you say it ..

IT.JUST.REALLY.GETS.YOU.DOWN.

but then . you get caught up in this feeling and just be fooled enough to try and make it happen.
even when you know its not going to.
but , desperation comes and it makes you feel all better.
even when you have your hopes up. this feeling is just gonna let you down.
and the worst thing is.

YOU.JUST.CANT.HELP.IT

you become even more desperate to get this feeling and you'll end up hurting yourself.
and then trying comes. when you try, you're not diong the thing that you're supposed to DO.
you're just trying. not really putting to much effort.

so then whats left to do is.
you just ... accept the facts.

unexpected outing.

2008-05-11T00:01:00.000+08:00

hello hello (:

so today i went out with Sue Anne and Zawir. which was fun. even though it didnt last long. but i had fun.

at first i dragged them to go buy things (:

1. went to popular to buy my Perdagangan work book. nerd much ahaha.
Zawir : how come buy perdagangan? tak cukup pandai ? =D
Sofia : -_-"

2. wento to big apple donuts to buy donuts for the sister. she kirim from home -_-
Zawir : I nak choreo !
Sofia : okay. what about you sue anne ? anything ?
Sue Anne : naah. its ... -interupted-
Zawir : on second thought i want this one ! =D

in the end i just got him the Choreo one. and i got Snowy for myself. *hint* its my favorite one (:
so then after we went to do the third errand.

3. buy achopping board, slicer and tomato puree.
Me and Sue Anne kinda felt like dumb blondes here. Ahaha. because we were like trying to find out where to get these household items. It's not that i dont know .. its just that we couldnt find them. So then I walked up to a guy and asked him for directions .
Zawir : ooh i so brave. I'm sixteeeeen =)

and then after we manage to get everything (besides the slicer because tak ada), went to the counter and paid.
Sooner after that Me and Sue Anne saw jian wai walking.
He was there celebrating an early mothers day dinner at Shogun.
ahaha. i think thats smart.

Thennn, all three of us went to 1901 to makan. well actually for Zawir to eat. because i wasnt hungry. so was sue anne.
while sitting down and chatting. Some of the utter most LAMEST jokes came out from Zawir.
ahaha. they were quite funny la. but so lame that ... i couldnt remember them (:

Then go jalan jalan and Zawir left. So it was only me and Sue Anne left wandering OU.
didnt do much after he left. but, me and sue anne were almost gonna go get our eye brows waxed. ahahaa. but then no time.

So ... i made a decision to do a bikini/Brazillian wax during the Hols (:

with sue anne along ! ngahaha. sure sakit gilaaa.

p/s : people, dont judge her.

Freedom (:

2008-05-05T15:03:00.000+08:00

i have talk things through with the people involved with the previous 'mean' post ive wrote.
and have told them how bad i feel. so now im glad to say ... FINALLY !

honestly , i guess i myself wouldnt like to be holding grudges with people.
and it turns out . i wont be holding any for now (:

and now i feel so very very Free (:

out of the ordinary.

2008-05-04T23:12:00.000+08:00

Hello fellow readers.

as you know its been terribly long since ive updated. but here's what ive achieved so far (:

I ... went .. OUT !

and these events are really rare for me. this is because of the "ulu" place i live in now.

ahaha.

So today Me,Sara,Sha Ting, Stanton and Nabilah went to Pyramid. to lepak and originally Sara was supposed to go without me. But i felt bored and i guess mom gave me a "reason" to go there eventually. ahahhaa.

Catched up on alot of things. and talked about random stuff. it was a relief for me to actually be able to communicate with old friends rather than the usuall treatment i get in my new school.

Jangan terasa Anirah. im not talking about you okay ! you've been the best treatment (:

Oooh and Nabilah thought me something new !

Turns out theres this place where you can eat for free. serious !

Heres how it goes .. you go inside a kedai Assam . then just try their FREE testers. ahaha.

surprisingly you'll get out of the store feeling full. eventhough the testers are tiny.

Atleast we're not stealing :p

Ohkay so to cut the story short. Eventually me and sara separated from the gang.

which we didnt want to do on purpose.

after we separating. me and sara walked around to look at more clothes.

and i ended up buying shoes and 2 clothes.

i felt please (:

and these are the only pictures i had fro the day.

i was trying on a shoe

And it fits !

*credits goes to Stanton for taking such good pictures . ngehehe.

**theres an update on a previous "famous" post of mine.

i say too much .

2008-04-17T23:21:00.000+08:00

my mother always says . "less is more"
reactions or suspicion towards my recent post seemed to have triggered some souls.
my mother is right.

they say that is why God creates mothers because God cannot be everywhere.
(my mum once told me that)

for the souls that i've triggered, caused discomfort or simply said, that i have annoyed.
i should have paid more attention and understand what does "less is more" means.
sometimes I am misunderstood.
and for that I tell myself I MUST choose my words carefully before speaking.

you see where I came from, we speak our mind at all times and I am very seldom misunderstood.
I guess it's because they knew me well.
For those who don't, I do not blame them for finding me unacceptable to what they're used to.

Nonetheless, life continues.I know what my focus are and it doesnt include hurting people.
Ahhh ..... tomorrow is yet another day.
I embrace and welcome it.

syukur alhamdulillah

surprise surprise.

2008-04-17T22:37:00.000+08:00

i guess people do read my blog 0_0

International Understanding Day !

2008-04-14T15:20:00.000+08:00

Shallom people ! as you have known i was a Seafieldian and still am at Heart.
Being the responsible seafieldian , I went to its IU Day. Organized by the Leo Club.
So let my pictures do the talking (:

a band performing Kiss Me

Aqilah Me and Diyana

Kamal

Amirah.Hanna.Me.Diyana.Emilia.Aqilah.Jiihan

Hanna

Amirah

oh now i didnt expect this. i was nominated for best dressed XD

waiting for the results. of course the people in the hall were supposed to pick their favorite.

ahaha. and I won ! along with Bucketman !

Azhar and me. He was my date for that night

Me with Zulhelmi

Shiva and I

Karuna ! He is ever so nice !

With Pravin.

With Razlan. who was being so sombong with me that night !

Us !

Me with another gang. lol

with azlan. not to brag or anything. i look hot with the hat. ahhaha

There were more pictures but you dont expect me to put all of them up ! For best dressed i won some perfume and a buffet for two at the hotel. It felt nice to win =D

To sum it all up,

Leo's IU Day was awesome and i really really miss Subang Jaya . I mean there isnt any iu day in friggin Bukit Jelutong. and to mention not even interact and leo club.

WATHAFAKKK.

a good week.

2008-04-11T21:13:00.001+08:00

Hello fellow readers. remember my previous blog about those girls in bj?

well i wasnt being negative or anything, its just i confess and incase some of you bj-ians are reading this. i dont mean to be judgemental but i admit every single word i say. Be-yotch !

meanwhile, while you girls were chit chatting non stop about your social life. ive made a new friend. and she is Nurul Anirah. Lately, she's been supporting me through out the days and i really feel confident about being with her (:

Cathing up on my latest activity. Today i actually had my first study-with-friend-session. lol

Anirah came by and first we watched Alvin and The Chipmunks. and OMG much they were soo friggin adorable.

Then after we studied accounts. and she helped alot ! then we studied Science . i did my part in teaching her a few stuff.

then of course, cam whoring took place (:

so then after studying. we talked about school and we sort of made a commitment to
*focus on our studies
* then we figured , TO HELL those BITHCES ! (again old news)
*and to look out for ourselves (:

I really had a good week today and i hope more of these good weeks would come often.
I thank you god .

upside down .

2008-04-05T22:58:00.000+08:00

is the world cray or what ? the thought of the end of the world drawing near is really coming to reality. i mean first cloning,pollution,global warming,political issues and now this ...

A PREGNANT MAN !

you dont believe me ?

well try reading the papers for once and get informative.

i mean i found out about this in NST todays paper. and really shocked me and got me thinking .

"wow, its really coming to an end huh?"

so to some of you people who dont believe me.

here watch this.

so yeah. as you can see i am very concerned about the world now like wtf. why ?
because im just plain

. scared .

till next time. :

everythings off.

2008-03-27T23:19:00.000+08:00

Here are some of the things i really have to say to everyone. i guess sort of what im really feeling and thinking about.

*I'VE DISCARDED THE FAMOUS PICTURE DUE TO MISSUNDERSTANDINGS*

& I ALSO HOPE THE ONES INVOLVED WITH THIS POST ARE PLEASED TO KNOW THAT THEY'RE NOT EXPOSED ANYMORE.

&&I FEEL BAD ):

I know now that all my surroundings are all lies . I wont be saying names here but i guess i've had that feeling that i think most of you really dislike me and pretends to be my friend, or at least "tried" to support me through my toughest times in school and other problems. For now i do not have my full trust in all of you. I dont expect each and everyone of you to come to me and ask "Sofia, what's wrong? are you okay?" or even worst "Sofia, whatever happens you still have me (insert name here)." Ok , i know . Some of you might think that im the centre of attention. Believe me that's not what i intend to do. Honestly.

(everything above is just old news)

and off they go !

2008-03-23T22:09:00.000+08:00

Oh how i love pak lah today(:

why you ask ? because apparently yesterday and today the whole family and i got free tickets .

from close friends who have sources. and it turns out. our tickets were complimentary from Pak Lah ? go figure :/

oh yea. tickets to F1 i mean. lol.

so yeah. let the pictures do the talking (:

and of course. Ferrari was in the lead. most of the time.

followed by BMW.

waliau !

how come so fast wann?

mechanical works.

messi was first (qualifying)

followed by raikonnen (qualifying)

third .. entah ?

more cars.

oooh. people ! meet Tower Man.

another lame superhero for Malaysians to look up to :/

The family. god. we look soo different from each other.

lastly . local supporters.

so that was all. those pictures were on quialifying day actually.

the reson i didnt take any for Race day was because . well some "girl" pandai tak letak the battery back into the camera...

but still the same atmosphere. only this time

1st: Ferrari

2nd: BMW

3rd: McLaren

saturdays.

2008-03-15T20:16:00.000+08:00

finally ! i watched :

its like so freaking cool. with the dance moves and . ooh ! everything. but somehow, Cassie was in this movie and she looked ... plain. anyhoo. watch this movie if you're a dance enthusiast. really good.

oh oh . and i finally got my perfume that ive been eye-ing on since last year.

isnt it cute? ahaha. i dont mean to brag or anything. but i rarely post about things i get. so yeah . whatever.

an old friend.

2008-03-12T15:44:00.000+08:00

hey there. people. its been long enough since ive updated my blog.

so anyways. recently i just got back from jakarta 2 days ago. went there with the family to watch the java jazz festival.

it was purely the best.

basicly its 3 days of pure jazz. sounds boring?

well it aint. its just fun there.

and also did some shopping ;)

anyhoo. today i followed sara to go take her results. and also to meet an old friend Azhar.he had drama practise.

it was fun catching with the latest school gossip and life happenings and shared our problems.had some laughs too .

truth be told. Azhar is really one of my bestfriends which i dear so much.

its not like we have anything going on , he's just the greatest !

(ahaha azhar feel bangga now !)

then of course we cam-whored in the dewan . the back of it. because there was a mirror there.

take one.

take two. *note im starting to wear skinny's now*

soon after that we went to the canteen because spm-ers were about to go take their results in the dewan. so then we talked and talked some more. until i had to go ):

so we bid our goodbyes and gave each other a hug.

it was memorable to catch up with him again. and share our situations (:

the best friend i could ever have.

ooh ooh ! theres also one thing i noticed about the school. they're renovating the stage.

well, they're lengthening it. which makes it more convenient. rather than just letting it being short and stout.

jealousy

2008-02-27T13:19:00.001+08:00

have you ever had the though of being jealous ?

of course right ? i mean , who hasnt.

to tell you the truth. jealousy has finally arrived for me. for the very first time.

why ? because ... well i dont know how to say so i'll just explain it.

is it normal to feel abit jealous when a guy you love talks about his ex,

even though you know he wont get together with his ex again ?

i know some of you might be saying

"oh chill . its not like he likes her anymore"

but still ... i cant escape that jealous feeling.

and i have this scared feeling of her getting in the way .

or worse ... he might just consider to be with her again :

living a lie

2008-02-20T19:12:00.000+08:00

heyy guys.

ok here's the deal, i have my own myspace faker! hahaha. not something to be proud of but. its cool i guess.

here's how i knew i had a faker.

one day , while i was online-ing.

Iylia Hakim sent me an im saying

Rocket Scientist says:
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=121242185
Rocket Scientist says:
is this ur pic?

then i went to the profile. and saw my picture ! ahahah !

which was originally this

and now it has become this ...

she even put her own name there. pfft.

i guess thats all there is for today. this is really unepected. i cant wait till she accepts in myspace. because i really want to see how she looks like. until she just had to steal my picture. =D

feeling a tad bit of bangga-ness. XD

had it off my chest

2008-02-09T22:55:00.000+08:00

hey there people. its been quite a while since ive updated.

but here's what happened so far.

today i went out with Iryan,Zawir, and Lydiya. I met Lydiya for the first time today . she's nicee.

anyhoo. i had fun today .

came to ou . and we watched The Eye which wasnt so scary at ALL -_-"

so then after we went out and ... jalan jalan i decided to go buy doughnuts. queued up at Big Apple with Iryan.

then after, we went to Burger King to lepakk.

so here's the thing.

me and iryan had a talk . and decided to get to know each other better .

because i think we rushed in to fast into getting into a relationship . we both agreed and became friends after that.

oh yeaa. then after i bought 2 hot knickers at topshop

wonderwoman and one grey thing.

coolio.

sooner after that. the day ended by my mom picking me up .

hug hug hug. then went of.

i actually had a nice time today (: